Love?

Love.
This is the four letter word that makes ppl happy and sad.
Sometimes, it makes ppl to be jealous too.
So, what do you think bout it?
From wat I have experienced, it brings joy with it.
But then it will leave sadness with you when it leaves you.
So, do you want to have it or not?
For me,
I dont know which is my decision.
I might just let it be....
That's my decision.

Sad....

I am really sad this few days...
Really sad...
Cause I saw something that reminds me of something that I have gone through before.
Should I stopped it before it get any worse?
Or should I just sit aside and see what will they do?
I am really in a depressed state.
Dunno how should I face this.
Really dunno how.
Too much thing to face in this sem.
Really depressed liao.
A lot of problems coming in.
Saw a lot of people's true faces ady.
Felt so sad bout it.
Maybe I shouldnt be thinking this much.
I should concentrate on my study more.
I guess a lot of ppl will agree with this.
So, I will just leave all those heart breaking incident aside.....
Only for a Moment....

Met Someone....

I met someone at the PKC Freshie Camp...
Someone that is my kind
But then, I dont know if I should go on
As I have asked myself for so many days,
Am I prepared for it?
But then, the answer is always "NO"
I am afraid that if I let her go,
I will never have the chance to meet her again.
Pls....
Someone pls teach me what should I do??

Gym

Yesterday, after class, Allan and I planned to go to gym cause it's kinda long ady since I ever workout.
So, we went back and prepared our drinks and towel.
Then around 3pm, we went to the gym.
Reached the gym, we warm up ourselves by running on the running machine(i think that's what its called)
Then we exercised our muscles using all the equipment thing.
But then the only time I sweat is when I am running.
During the muscle exercising, Allan was sweating but not me.
Maybe I didnt workout that much.
Hehe....
Then around 4.30pm, went back to apartment....
Kinda refreshed and can study properly.
Maybe will do more exercise in the future.....

Awful day....

Today went to class with a very spirited body....
But then came back with a very tired body and mind....
Today's class not that bad wan.
But then, my timetable is as follow....(see wat u all think)

10.00-12.00 = Class
12.00-14.00 = Break
14.00-16.00 = Class
16.00-17.00 = Break
17.00-23.00 = Class

I had my breakfast this morning at 9am. Then my lunch at 12.30pm. After that had my early dinner at 16.30pm. Till now only having my dinner. Now sitting here eating my dinner. Thanks to Alvin for tapauing for me. Thank you so much...
Now really tired lo...
For 14 weeks, have to go on like that every week...
Dunno can handle or not....
Hopefully can...
But then for now, i am spiritually down.....

Thank You!!!

Yesterday so happy...
I thought I will never had a chance to go out of UNITEN to have my dinner cause I didn't bring my car in this semester....
All thanks to our leng lui, Joanne Ong (I state it as Ong so that u wont mistaken it for Chua...hehehe....)....
Alvin came back yesterday afternoon and told us that someone going to fetch us out for dinner!!
I am so HAPPY!!!
Then we prepared to go out....
All of us thought that Calvin is in his room..
We knocked on his door, calling out his name....
But it turned out that he went out ady...
Haizzz......
So, we three get prepared and went out to wait for our leng lui....
Then, Joanne came and fetch us out to have our dinner.
On our way out, I came upon the thought of going back to my relative's house.
So, I asked if she can fetch me back or not...
She agreed!!
YEAH!!
So, after dinner, I went back to my room and start packing...
I was in a rush, so I miss a few stuff...
Pheh....
Then, she fetched me back to my aunt's place.
Really thank you so much, LENG LUI JOANNE ONG!!!
If it's not because of you, I wont be sitting here in my aunt's house typing this post!!!
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Why?

Why does it have to be this way?
Why am I so stupid to start it?
Why am I so careless in interpreting it?
Why can't everything be like before?
Why does this have to happen to me?
Why can't I just get over it?
Why do you have to treat me like this?
Why am I treated this way?
Why everything have to be in this way?
Why? Why? Why?

A2 paper for sale....

A2 paper for sale....
I suddenly got one whole bunch of it...
I cant used up all of it...
That's why planning to sell it...
Anyone interested?
Can find me and get it at a quite reasonable price.....
(Depending on ur relation with me....if close then can get cheap lo....hehe....jk jk)
Thanks.

Shortcut....

I just only found a shortcut to COE from Cendi.
Maybe most of u know ady.
But then i just found it this sem.
So slow.
For those dunno yet, here's some guide for u all.

this is the golf course (hope u all know where it is)

this is the water tank. (after the golf course then u will see this)


this is the water tank (i really dunno which is the real water tank)



this is a white building for the pump i think...


this is the track to be taken straight to BN (but pls bcareful-coz can fall into the lake wan)

Hope it helps....

Flower...

When I am at my home for the last three weeks, I spend some of my time planting flower.
Then before I come back to uni, some of them blossomed!!
So happy to see the plants that I took care of it so carefully blossomed!!
That feeling can't be explained....
Hehe...
Here's some of the picture of the flowers....

Forgotten the flower's name....

They say this is rose...but i dun think so...


I prefer this the most....


My favourite....

I am so happy cause there's result in this three weeks only...
Very happy to see them blossom!!
Wished to plant them here.....

Happy Birthday, ALVIN!!

Happy Birthday, Alvin!!
Just now we went for our dinner at UPTEN.
With Johnson's gang...
At there we saw the Digi Campus event...
Since it's quite a good plan, I switched to it.
After that, Alvin and Bryant played the Guitar game on a PS3!!
It's kinda fun...
Alvin played till dont wanna go take his dinner ady.
All of us waiting for him nia.
Then we had our dinner and Johnson they all started planning for Alvin's surprise.
Bryant took Alvin to play the guitar game again.
There they bought everything we need for the surprise.
After they finally finished their game, we walked to Tasik for a stroll.
Then Alvin says he wanna go to the toilet in the Resident Hotel.
A nice way to divert him away...
Haha..
So Alvin, Bryant and me went to the toilet.
After that, we went up to the highest floor which is level 6.
We can see the whole UNITEN from up there.
Then when we meet back with Johnson's gang, the attack start!!
I forgot who threw the eggs ady.
I just know that one egg was smashed at alvin's head while another at his back.
He was so shocked at it...
Then after that, comes the flour!!
The flour was thrown on all parts of his body.
From head to toe.
Haha...
Then suddenly, the flour attack which is supposed to be on Alvin only,
the attack landed on others too.
All were white in color except Calvin, Tay, Wei Jing and me.
Hahaha!!
Here's some of the picture taken....

Johnson and Alvin posing...

Alvin showing off his 'beautified' hair


Alvin's beautified hair with egg shells and flour


Alvin's back with the egg smashed

Johnson's face after being thrown with flour

That's all for the celebration...
Alvin, I hope that u enjoy it!!
Haha...
Hope it's a surprise!!

Last but not least.........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
ALVIN ONG XING JUI!!

Back to Uni...

Finally back to uni...
Now in degree ady.
Kinda happy when come back here.
But then this time staying in Cendi.
Which is not as nice as Amanah.
Haizz...
Wished to go back there..
Today have been a busy day..
Going here and there...
Morning go take bus...
Very long din take bus liao....
Today take bus...
Go class meet my other friend!!
Allan!!
So happy to be in the same class with u!!
Then went to classes...
Then go library go see our textbook price...
So darn EXPENSIVE!!
RM73...
Then go redo my ID...
My picture not that nice lo...
NVM...
Then go met He Qing to have our lunch...
After that went back to ITMS to register our new id....
Then went back home...
Dunno wat to do one whole evening...
A lot of things have happened since the time i entered foundation...
I have hurt a lot of ppl...
I am really really sorry....
To the people that I have hurt...
Either on purpose or accidentally....
Sorry.....
That's all for today.
Going to slp liao...