Shall it be a happy day or sad day?

Today is Mother's Day.
Everyone should be happy and should celebrate this special day with their family especially their mum!!!
But, I am stuck in KL while my family is in Penang.
I wanted to celebrate it so much with my family but then my mum disallow me to go back!!
So, now staying here while my mum asking me to go visit someone (and i dun feel like going) and to cut my hair too!!!!
Dunno where to go to cut my hair....
Today, other than Mother's Day...
It is also a day that I will remember till the rest of my life....
Today is the day I will regret for the rest of my life....
That incident happened last year.....
My mum is also brokenhearted to think that it will fall on the same day as Mother's Day...
*sob*sob....
T.T
I wanna cry out loud now!!!!
But people will thought that I am insane or wat...
But, to lose someone that loves you and also the one u love is a very painful experience...
I hope I wont be facing this day another time.....
Really....
I cant imagine how am I gonna face it next time.....
God, please......



By the way, to all mothers on the surface of Earth,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!