Barred!!

OMG!!
Yesterday nite suddenly my phone kena barred from making calls and smsing.....
Dunno wat to do...
All thanks to CO for borrowing his hp to me so that i could call my mum to inform her bout this...
She will go and check for me....
While in the meantime, i felt like i was disconnected from the outside world...
Couldn't make any call and sms...
Now i know the feeling without tech...
Especially handphone...
Then today went to The Mines to get another number
DiGi...
YEAH!!!
Finally got it!!!
Hehehe....
Always the smartest choice!!
So, now using the new number while waiting for my number to be ok....
Walking around alone is a very nice feeling but i prefer with friends..
Just now walk around while waiting for McLunch
Saw a lot of things that i never noticed
Maybe because i was chatting all the way
Never noticed it
Hehe....
So, b4 take lunch
Went for arcade
Spent a few ringgit there
So empty
No ppl wan
Very nice o
All machine can play
hehe....
Then took Mc Lunch then straight go back to Uni to go for class!!!
Hahahaha
Today took two quizzes and it's ok...
Not too good and too bad...
At least know how to do...
Hehe....
Hopefully tomorrow test i wont be like this...
Hehehe

Splitted Decision...

I dunno wat shld i do now....
Tomorrow i am having two quizzes..
And I haven't studied anything yet...
But then now damn tired and a bit sick oso....
Huhu....
Wat shld i do!!??
No one going to help me through this stage this time...
I habe to pass it my own...
But i am scared if i fail!!!
Teach me wat should i do!!!!????

Hatred....

Why? Why? Why?

Why do u have to do this to me?

Do u know how brokenhearted I am?

Because of u, I spent so much time of mine doing useless stuff....

And now, u do this to me?

I just dun understand it....

If u dare to challenge me, come out in the open and fight with me!! 

Dun become like a turtle keep on hiding only....

Do you know how much effort I have put into it?

And now you ruin it!!!!

U never dare to meet me anymore...

I dun know why.....

This is just way OVER the limit!!!

How I wished I never taken that step to let u know her!!!!!

I am so wrong!!!!!

I HATE U!!!

I will never want to meet u again!!!!

100 truths

001. Real Name: Ng Yu Xiang
002. Nickname(s): Kaizen, Xiang Xiang, Xiang ***, etc....
004. Horoscope: Libra
005. Gender: Male
006. Elementary: Tadika Methodist
007. Primary School: S.K Stowell
008. Secondary School: Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Tinggi Bukit Mertajam
009. College: Universiti Tenaga Nasional, UNITEN
010. Hair Colour: Black
011. Hair Length: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans 
014. Phone or Camera: Camera Phone 
015. Health Freak: Nope
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink only...Hate smoking
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Sure!!!
018. Eat or Drink: More on eating...
019. Piercings: None and dun wan oso.
020. Tattoos: Never in my life...
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social..hehe 
022. Righty or lefty: Lefty 
023. First piercing: None 
024. First relationship: Form 5.
025. First Best Friend: Adrian 
026. First Award: 1st place in whole school( elementary school).
027. First Kiss: Never yet. 
028. First Pet: Doggie... 
029. First Big Vacation: Singapore!!
030. First Love at first sight: Have but does not succeed...
031. First Big Birthday: Never had it... 
032. First Surgery : Never and dun wan oso.... 
033. First sport you joined: Badminton 
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple juice 
035. Rock or Rap: Rap
036. Country or Screamo: Country 
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Both
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: SNSD and Girl's Generation
039. Night or Day: Night cause day very hot now 
040. Sun or Moon: Moon cause romantic...XD 
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: Have playstation but wished for XBox
043. Kiss or hug: Both!!! 
044. Iguana or turtle: Puppy is better
045. Spider or bee: Neither... 
046. Fall or spring:Spring ^ ^ 
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Both also din play 
049. Eating: Sure!!! All type except for exotic wan....
050. Drinking: Water (H2O) 
051. Excitement level: Now? 0% cause the weather making me down.... 
052. I'm about to: Go out to eat...hehe... 
053. Listening to: Gee by Girl's Generation.
054. Plan for today: Study..
055. Waiting for: RC to level....
056. Energy Level: 45% 
057. Thinking of someone: Yeah
058. Want kids : Not sure yet 
059. Want to get married?: Will see if I find anyone or not first.... 
060. When?: When my love is ready for it 
061. How many kids do you want: Depends... 
062. Any name on the mind: Nope 
065. Mellow future or wild: Wild
066. Something you would never try: Smoking, tattoo, and other potentially dangerous act!!!
067. When do you want to die: I let God decide for me. 
067. Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future): Dunno....
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Funny 
070. Shorter or Taller?: Shorter. Haha.
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both!!
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Nice stomach. Hehe...
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Not that sensitive and not that loud... 
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship. This is for sure... 
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: A bit is ok from both.... 
077. Muscular or normal: Normal is enough for me...heheheh... 
078. Kissed a stranger: Never... 
079. Broken a bone: Never.... 
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Once....Hehehe.... 
081. Ran away from home: Will never do it... 
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Nope
083. Killed somebody: Never but who knows in the future...Hehehehe.... 
084. Broken some one's heart: I dun think so.... 
085. Had your heart broken: Sure got la!!! 
086. Been arrested: Never and dun wan to..... 
087. Cried when someone died: Sure....
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Of course!!!!
089. Do you believe in Yourself: Maybe or maybe not.... 
090. Miracles: Does happen!!!! 
091. Love at first sight: Yup.
092. Heaven: Believe in it
093. Santa Claus: Never seen one.... 
094. Tooth Fairy: Heard a lot bout it... 
095. Kiss in the first date: Nope
096. Angels: Believe in it.... 
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : SURE!!! >.< 
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: Maybe...
099. Do you believe in God? : Sure!!!! Whole-heartedly!!! 
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Tag: 
Alvin
Joanne
Suerin
Jouee
Calvin
Shu Hui 
Weiting
Linda

Not enuf ppl le.....LOL....

Shall it be a happy day or sad day?

Today is Mother's Day.
Everyone should be happy and should celebrate this special day with their family especially their mum!!!
But, I am stuck in KL while my family is in Penang.
I wanted to celebrate it so much with my family but then my mum disallow me to go back!!
So, now staying here while my mum asking me to go visit someone (and i dun feel like going) and to cut my hair too!!!!
Dunno where to go to cut my hair....
Today, other than Mother's Day...
It is also a day that I will remember till the rest of my life....
Today is the day I will regret for the rest of my life....
That incident happened last year.....
My mum is also brokenhearted to think that it will fall on the same day as Mother's Day...
*sob*sob....
T.T
I wanna cry out loud now!!!!
But people will thought that I am insane or wat...
But, to lose someone that loves you and also the one u love is a very painful experience...
I hope I wont be facing this day another time.....
Really....
I cant imagine how am I gonna face it next time.....
God, please......



By the way, to all mothers on the surface of Earth,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!

Outing again...

Yesterday, after the calculus test 2, we (me and calvin) went out for another outing again.

Hehe...

We always do that...

This time, we went to Sunway Pyramid....

Went to have our dinner at Wendy's.

First time eating it and it is better than Mc D. (sorry to any McD fans out there)

Then went for snooker.

First time playing snooker too....

Never thought it is that hard and time consuming....

We played two rounds for two hours!!!!

Wah!!!

Tired.....

Then walk around and we went for karaoke...

This time at Amp Square....

It is much better than the Just K at the mines... (way much more better)

So, we went for it....

We started at 10.30pm and the manager told us that we can sing till 1.30am.

We thought bout it and say tak munkin till tat late kua.....

Thwn, we went to the room....

Find for songs and sang some songs....

The manager earlier said that we can treat ourselves to buffet!!!

Very long liao since the last time i had any buffet....

So, excited lo....

After singing a few songs, went out to take buffet....

So many choices...

Take quite a lot and then went back to our room and continue singing......

Took ice cream too....

Later wanna take more they dun allow d cause pass the time d...

T.T...

sad o...

Never mind... Continue singing and without us noticing it, the time is already 1.30am!!

Paid the bill and went home.....

AND continue play RC till 4am...

After that only I slp....

Update....

Hi, sorry for not updating my blog for so long...

But i just cant blog....

The reasons are:

(1) too many assignments to do.

(2) too many tests to study for.

(3) scared if i am saying too much things of myself.

(4) don't know what else to write.

So, here i am. I will start writing craps again tomorrow.

Wish me luck that i will be able to write a blog post again!!