In Love (again) ?

What is this feeling?
Everytime I see her
I will have this feeling
Satisfied and happy
Truly awesome
But I am asking myself
Do I really wanna do it?
I have just suffered from a major downturn
Is it time for another?
Or is it just that my heart's yearning for another person to take care of it?
If it is so, then this is no true love
I won't be pursuing it at the moment
As both f us are having a war in front of us at this moment
I will only rethink of it
When I return from my holiday
Hopefully I will get the correct answer
And I will make a correct choice
As I don't want to be hurt
Another time
I don't wanna take another blow of this love punch
Or else I will never stand up again
Please...
Let me make a correct decision this time....