No Words....

There is no word that can describe my feeling today....

Eventhough I am happy as I am going back to my hometown this Tuesday...

But this could be the worst day ever....

Cause the flashback kept coming back to me..

I thought I had gotten over with it but then it has never budge from that place...

What can I do?

I just wished I could turn the clock back to last year...

I felt so guilty as I had not done my job as a son...

I am really sorry for letting u down...

I am very sorry....

I will repay you in my next life...

As I am not able to do it this life....

I am sorry, Father.