Love?

Love.
This is the four letter word that makes ppl happy and sad.
Sometimes, it makes ppl to be jealous too.
So, what do you think bout it?
From wat I have experienced, it brings joy with it.
But then it will leave sadness with you when it leaves you.
So, do you want to have it or not?
For me,
I dont know which is my decision.
I might just let it be....
That's my decision.

Sad....

I am really sad this few days...
Really sad...
Cause I saw something that reminds me of something that I have gone through before.
Should I stopped it before it get any worse?
Or should I just sit aside and see what will they do?
I am really in a depressed state.
Dunno how should I face this.
Really dunno how.
Too much thing to face in this sem.
Really depressed liao.
A lot of problems coming in.
Saw a lot of people's true faces ady.
Felt so sad bout it.
Maybe I shouldnt be thinking this much.
I should concentrate on my study more.
I guess a lot of ppl will agree with this.
So, I will just leave all those heart breaking incident aside.....
Only for a Moment....

Met Someone....

I met someone at the PKC Freshie Camp...
Someone that is my kind
But then, I dont know if I should go on
As I have asked myself for so many days,
Am I prepared for it?
But then, the answer is always "NO"
I am afraid that if I let her go,
I will never have the chance to meet her again.
Pls....
Someone pls teach me what should I do??

Gym

Yesterday, after class, Allan and I planned to go to gym cause it's kinda long ady since I ever workout.
So, we went back and prepared our drinks and towel.
Then around 3pm, we went to the gym.
Reached the gym, we warm up ourselves by running on the running machine(i think that's what its called)
Then we exercised our muscles using all the equipment thing.
But then the only time I sweat is when I am running.
During the muscle exercising, Allan was sweating but not me.
Maybe I didnt workout that much.
Hehe....
Then around 4.30pm, went back to apartment....
Kinda refreshed and can study properly.
Maybe will do more exercise in the future.....

Awful day....

Today went to class with a very spirited body....
But then came back with a very tired body and mind....
Today's class not that bad wan.
But then, my timetable is as follow....(see wat u all think)

10.00-12.00 = Class
12.00-14.00 = Break
14.00-16.00 = Class
16.00-17.00 = Break
17.00-23.00 = Class

I had my breakfast this morning at 9am. Then my lunch at 12.30pm. After that had my early dinner at 16.30pm. Till now only having my dinner. Now sitting here eating my dinner. Thanks to Alvin for tapauing for me. Thank you so much...
Now really tired lo...
For 14 weeks, have to go on like that every week...
Dunno can handle or not....
Hopefully can...
But then for now, i am spiritually down.....

Thank You!!!

Yesterday so happy...
I thought I will never had a chance to go out of UNITEN to have my dinner cause I didn't bring my car in this semester....
All thanks to our leng lui, Joanne Ong (I state it as Ong so that u wont mistaken it for Chua...hehehe....)....
Alvin came back yesterday afternoon and told us that someone going to fetch us out for dinner!!
I am so HAPPY!!!
Then we prepared to go out....
All of us thought that Calvin is in his room..
We knocked on his door, calling out his name....
But it turned out that he went out ady...
Haizzz......
So, we three get prepared and went out to wait for our leng lui....
Then, Joanne came and fetch us out to have our dinner.
On our way out, I came upon the thought of going back to my relative's house.
So, I asked if she can fetch me back or not...
She agreed!!
YEAH!!
So, after dinner, I went back to my room and start packing...
I was in a rush, so I miss a few stuff...
Pheh....
Then, she fetched me back to my aunt's place.
Really thank you so much, LENG LUI JOANNE ONG!!!
If it's not because of you, I wont be sitting here in my aunt's house typing this post!!!
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Why?

Why does it have to be this way?
Why am I so stupid to start it?
Why am I so careless in interpreting it?
Why can't everything be like before?
Why does this have to happen to me?
Why can't I just get over it?
Why do you have to treat me like this?
Why am I treated this way?
Why everything have to be in this way?
Why? Why? Why?